Locked Away

Kept it locked inside
Afraid to get hurt
Scared I’m gunna
Fall face first in the dirt
Don’t wanna get knocked down
Try to stand tall
I guess I’m afraid
You won’t catch me when I fall

Cried for the first time
In four damn years
Everything’s confusing me
I’m afraid to say
What you need to hear
Locked it inside
And threw away the key
I made all those lies
Some part of me

It is just reflex to keep my feelings
Locked away for no one to see
Not many people ever know the real me
All my life I was someone I’m not
Hid my feelings and pretended

Cried for the first time
In four damn years
Everything’s confusing me
I’m afraid to say
What you need to hear
Locked it inside
And threw away the key
I made all those lies
Some part of me

Can’t anything just
Ever be simple
Why does everything always mess up
I know that life can’t be perfect
But this is seems like alotta bad luck

Cried for the first time
In four damn years
Everything’s confusing me
I’m afraid to say
What you need to hear
Locked it inside
And threw away the key
I made all those lies
Some part of me